When will it be alright to mourn someone that is unknown?
When will it be o.k. to yearn for places most call home?
When will it be enough to fill this void and empty space?
How do they think that parents are commodities replaced?
How can it be the world believes that all of this is fair?
How can we make them understand or make them more aware?
How is that each day it seems we witness endless change,
as our names are taken from us and our lives are rearranged?
If only we could make them see, if only they could know.
That these questions never answered will not stop.
They only grow.
Adoption is so misunderstood even by the people who are involved with it firsthand. The misconceptions are numerous and the magnitude of their impact is over looked and dismissed by those NOT adopted. I've come to realize that people really need to see the separation of children from their biological families as some kind of divine intervention to create another family as some sort of "blessed event". All the time they are ignoring the ways and means this is done, and then justifying it some way, shape, and or form, as "building" families.
Children unfortunately lose parents or other relatives before or soon after they are born. They will never know these parents or people and they will never be in their lives, but they are allowed to ask questions and have information about them. They will be provided with photographs and explanations about what happened and allowed their emotions and feelings about it. Adoptees who lose both of their parents, along with all other family members, at birth are expected to forget and for it not to be important to them who they came from.
If a child loses its family to divorce and parents remarry, children are not asked if they are glad their family was torn apart to create new ones. They are not expected to be "grateful" or "thankful" for the tragedy that is the demise of a family unit when they obtain a newer one. When will it be widely accepted AND believed that adoptees under go a huge monumental loss at birth that will affect them for a lifetime?
When will the laws and rules of that govern regular families apply to adoptees as well? When will adoptees, who are told and expected to be like "everyone else" actually have the same rights as "everyone else"? When will the struggle to have access to the truth of our origins be granted us, and not continually denied?
When the government and religious organizations who profit from adoption are exposed for who and what they are. When the public is educated to the harsh and hard to hear truth and facts about what adoption really is. When I can hold my original birth certificate in my hand.
Justice cannot be for one side alone, but must be for both.